|I can't suck in my belly anymore!|
Maybe when I can eat then this baby belly will pop.
There are so many reasons we need to celebrate...
BIGGEST CELEBRATION NEWS- I've been eight days hormone-free and am feeling so much different and better! Ma and Pa took us out for dinner at Granite City Brewery to celebrate this awesome occasion. I think there are just a few people that are close to me who really understand how horrible I felt for the first trimester of this pregnancy. Ben told me I wasn't allowed to even discuss being a surrogate again for a long time. My poor family has to suffer through the food issues with me on a daily basis, and it's horrible. It's something that I can't describe to anyone and you wouldn't understand unless you have been there anyway. I still haven't really gained my apatite back and I dread going to the grocery store, but I'm NOT feeling like I'm going to throw up all day every day and that a relief! There are a couple of new food items that I've been able to stomach, rice with coconut milk and curry, Alfredo sauce with gluten free noodles, and dairy products: cheese, cottage cheese, and milk. I'm sure by the end of the week that Ben and the kids will be sick of these things.
Because I'm feeling better, I am taking Zofran one to two times per day now instead of four time a day. It seems like I need to take it right away in the morning and I'm fine for the rest of the day, usually. I truly hope that I'll be done with it in just a couple days! It has been my saving grace and I'm sure that I wouldn't have gotten out of bed without it. Thank God for Zofran! :)
I had one day that I was able to eat CHOCOLATE! I went to the dreaded grocery store late last week and I thought that a chocolate turtle looked tasty, so I bought it and ate it. I have to admit that it wasn't fantastic. It was only tolerable, but I was really happy that I didn't spit it out like I had to two days ago. Coming from a chocolate loving family, I feel really sad that I can't just enjoy a bite of chocolate every single day. It has to change after the pregnancy, right? It's almost as bad as not having ice cream for a whole trimester. I hope that will be fixed soon too so IP-B and I can share in our love for ice cream again! People should never say, "I wish I had that problem." This is a bad problem and no one should suffer through the dislike of chocolate and ice cream!
My paths crossed with a leadership development coach and author last week. IP-B and I have been talking about writing a book (everyone better be nice now because you may be a part of our story *wink* actually, I'm really serious) about our surrogacy journey for several months now. I have tried to touch base with several authors but this was clearly meant to be. I'm finished reading his book and listened to an audio program that he lent me. I hope that he's the one that will help us write a book...well, once we have an ending to the amazing story!
Yesterday our agency, IARC, put on a surrogacy social. It was an event for our entire family, and our kids were so excited to meet other kids that understand what it's like to have their mom be a surrogate. It was so cute to listen to these kids talk about the babies that are/were in their mom's tummy, and the kids telling us the best way to describe surrogacy to a kid...which is from a book- The Kangaroo Pouch. I enjoyed listening to the stories of the other women who have gone through so many different experiences. Our journey has been a breeze compared to 99.9% of these other ladies. I can't believe how many unsuccessful transfer stories I heard, and then couples or surrogates would decided to part ways after failed attempts. UGH! I feel like my relationship with my IP's will be a lifelong friendship! I guess when you go through a heartache it must be different. Ben and I left feeling overwhelmingly grateful for what we have and how smooth things are going!
Unrelated to surrogacy and because this is the celebration entry... CONGRATULATIONS to IP-B's sister who was married this weekend! I was able to see a couple photos of the wedding and you make one beautiful bride. I wish you many many years of happiness and joy!